My Road..

My life
is a
crazy, hectic, insane roller coaster ride and on this journey I am learning everyday how to love the Lord, myself, and others. My Jesus said in Matthew 11:29, "Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." And that is my exact mission. I want to follow God, learn constantly and my goal is to become gentle, humble and peaceful in every aspect of this life. I have an amazing story so far... but God is no where near showing me or the world the ending. :) I am a daughter, smiler, girlfriend, lover, writer, blogger, friend, sister, painter, gardener and I LOVE who I am. On this journey I have one prayer and that is to: "Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul."-Psalms 143:8

I am unsure, unfinished... and I am happy.
I am Kelsey.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Sometime's I'm Frustrated.

Sometime's I'm frustrated. Like today, when it's pouring down rain (like some sort of monsoon) and a student driver hydroplanes into a different lane and almost hits me. Like this morning when I DIDN'T finish the dishes or my laundry because I was too tired/lazy/jetlagged(fill in the blank). Or when I'm just grouchy because I'm totally consumed with the fact that my day hasn't gone the way I planned.

I was complaining about this today in my head(because I'm a really bad complainer) and it dawned on me the Lord must be this super frustrated with me a lot. Why don't I just naturally thank Him for keeping me out of that wreck instead of letting it ruin my day? Why don't I pray for motivation and time-management skills instead of praying my laundry wouldn't exist anymore? And Why don't I look for the good instead of settle in my bad mood and let it ruin what God has in plan for today.

I know we're all imperfect but I can't help to think that I've got to get on God's nerves with this stuff sometimes. He does everything in His power to show me everyday how he loves me...and I'm frustrated?

So selfish. I am so blessed to be loved by Him and to be given such joy. :) He always exceeds my grouchy, complaining, negative expectations. :)


  1. I'm right there with you my love:) I did thank the good Lord for keeping you him out of that wreck! Love you with all my heart!!!
    p.s. I also LOVE reading your blogs.

  2. I too agree with you, that we should pray for motivation and time-management skills instead of getting frustrated. Nice post.

    B&B Brugge